again?

here i am again feeling so sad and alone...i really don't know why most of the time i really do feel this way. family's ok, friends are fine...although lovelife is zero...but wait, is it because of that factor?...well i don't think so. it is just that i don't feel like i belong in this world sometimes. i really hate myself sometimes, i don't even know why i feel like crying while doing this. wow! was it because i've seen the man that i love getting too close to another woman or was it because of the fact that i hate the chair that i am using today, funny as i may say but i really feel like crying. damn!