these and those

i'm sorry if i don't have an exact explanation for these feelings, all i know is that these are real. i have been searching for the exact reason why i love you and i've actually come up with a list (i even have this list from my previous post about things that i love about you). but then i realized that even with all of these lists (another one below), it is still not enough. those lists still doesn't do any justice to what i've felt. there is still this unknown reason that i cannot explain why i love you this much.

- i love you because you are YOU. an epitome of a real person.
- i love you because you are the only person that i have known to accept failure as if you are winning.
- i love you not only because you are a good person but also because i know that you can be bad but you know how to admit your mistakes and you learn from them.
- i know i love you because every time that you are hurting, it hurts me more to see that you are in pain.
- i have this "i-don't-wanna-grow-old" feeling but you gave me the reason to love the fact that people grow old because i wanna be the one who's going to be right next to you when our hair turns grey and we have wrinkles all over our faces
- you tend to be forgetful sometimes, you snore when you sleep, you are so 'makulit', you are not good with numbers, you seldom smile, you tend to ignore me at times but then again you care like no other, your smile brightens my day, the look on your face always makes me wanna protect you from i don't know what/who...may be from someone who's going to hurt you or may be even from myself, your laughter and giggles never fail to make me happy...and i love you for all of these and more.

and going back to what we've had... this i'm sure, i was at my happiest when i was with you and i could never thank you enough for those mem'ries.