the road to happiness is no longer under repair

i don't know why I'm acting kinda strange these days... i just woke up one day and there's already this new found hope in me. i thought i belong to those pessimistic people who would rather think of negative thoughts than pretend that hope still exist. But i guess not today, i felt different today. It feels like I've been abducted for 2 days by some people who has been working for a secret agency then i was brought to a laboratory where they have studied my brain and i have been injected with something that causes me to wake up one morning with hope in me (this is a sign that I've been watching too much fictional series at home...hehehe). though i already got this new-found-hope kind of thing going on in me I'm still quite confuse. still have a lot of questions left unanswered, so many that i promise to blog about it one of these days. Am i just too dumb to figure things out on my own? or am i doing this on purpose? trying so hard not to figure things out so i will remain impregnable because the truth hurts and it sucks and there are already a lot of fucking things going on around me and may be i can no longer afford to take another non-sense bullshit. i don't know...really don't know.

you might be wondering why the road to happiness is no longer under repair. well, that's because people from DPWH (Department of Public Works and Highways) are done with their job. *wink* it simply means that i chose to be happy, 'cause i believe that i deserved to be...i just stop thinking about what will happen next, as long as i love him and I'm loving him right then that's something to be happy about. currently enjoying the joy ride...lol