"Nothing last forever...so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off and avoid the bullshits."
-maeyang-

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

the road to happiness is no longer under repair

i don't know why I'm acting kinda strange these days... i just woke up one day and there's already this new found hope in me. i thought i belong to those pessimistic people who would rather think of negative thoughts than pretend that hope still exist. But i guess not today, i felt different today. It feels like I've been abducted for 2 days by some people who has been working for a secret agency then i was brought to a laboratory where they have studied my brain and i have been injected with something that causes me to wake up one morning with hope in me (this is a sign that I've been watching too much fictional series at home...hehehe). though i already got this new-found-hope kind of thing going on in me I'm still quite confuse. still have a lot of questions left unanswered, so many that i promise to blog about it one of these days. Am i just too dumb to figure things out on my own? or am i doing this on purpose? trying so hard not to figure things out so i will remain impregnable because the truth hurts and it sucks and there are already a lot of fucking things going on around me and may be i can no longer afford to take another non-sense bullshit. i don't know...really don't know.

you might be wondering why the road to happiness is no longer under repair. well, that's because people from DPWH (Department of Public Works and Highways) are done with their job. *wink* it simply means that i chose to be happy, 'cause i believe that i deserved to be...i just stop thinking about what will happen next, as long as i love him and I'm loving him right then that's something to be happy about. currently enjoying the joy ride...lol

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

yeah right..you deserve to be happy yang!hehe..Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things..hehe..I've read that from the book of matthew..la lang..hehe..just keep loving yang..tsk..tsk..stay happy..Amen..

Anonymous said...

I have known here for quite a while now. She has been good to me and to everyone in the team. I admired the way she treats everyone. I understand how she feels on posting this blog and how she handles her life. Every guy out there should look for a type of girl like her.

-jay hardyz-

Anonymous said...

yang...musta imu brother-in-law? What a brother!

Anonymous said...

congrats! good thing it's done... i mean the road... haha.. well then, enjoy every moments, while the road is still intact! aahaha..

ciao!

Anonymous said...

Stresses in life got you down?

Depressed, cant make a sound?

Take this small healing razorblade.

Its the wrist cutting masquerade.


Bleeding wrist but dont worry no one will be pissed and you will be missed.


Stresses in life burning you badly?

So would you like a way out sadly?

Take this razorblade and just go right down the line.

Dont worry about your loved ones they will be fine.


Bleeding wrist but dont worry you wont be dissed and you will be missed.


Consider this your healing for your constant painful dealing.

Bleeding wrist is your slice and dice from depression and you will be missed.

Anonymous said...

@shae - yeah everybody deserves to be happy...hehehe...and i'm just living my life a day at a time

@jay - sad to say but not everybody think of me that way...but thank you anyways

@webslave - it's a good thing they (DPWH) were able to fix the road, cge lang baya kog bayad tax...dagko pa jud kau...dapat lang jud ila ayohon...

@deathwish - nice poem.

Anonymous said...

hi yang,

ei, i love this post, hmmmm...though i know you before, but not too much now, it seems that i can actually relate to this...its really pretty hard but i think we're on the same phase... i would admit! i don't why it's easier to love and get nothing in return than to be loved more by that only person you want to spend with... problem is, even if you have him, you just don't know until when ;)

Anonymous said...

@anonymous - hahaha, ayaw cgeg anonymous dha...ka relate lagi saun...mugna2x rani nako oi...hehehehe...

Anonymous said...

ka drama naman ani uy! :).. labay2x lang ko..

Anonymous said...

@rodel, tnx sa pag labay...mugna2x rani oi...dli kau drama.lol