"Nothing last forever...so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off and avoid the bullshits."
-maeyang-

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

hoping that santa is a blogger too


dear santa,

when i was a child i would always hang my socks on the stairs of my lolo and lola's house during christmas eve, hoping to see lots of chocolates the next day i woke up. also days before christmas my mama would always asked us to write letters for our wishes and it has been addressed to you, i just don't know if it has really been sent. it has always been like that and i have always believed that it was you, until i caught the culprits. it was my lola and my mama...how sweet of them to do that. my lola already passed away 8 years ago. i've stopped hanging socks and at some point in my life i've stopped believing in you.

i am now 24, i've graduated from college, got a job, been through a lot of failed relationships and here i am writing this letter to you. i would love to believe that i can still be a child again and i can still write you a letter of my wishes for this christmas. but this time i will no longer ask for a barbie doll or a life size doll that can dance. though my wishes are no longer that simple, im still hoping you'll give it a chance (this is me being optimistic).

below are the list of my wishes for this christmas:
-i wish for you to take out the gland on my eyes that releases water (i don't know what it's called and wasn't able to google it)... though crying can be a relief at times but i've already grown tired of it

-don't know if this is possible but i would love to have a heart of steel. one which can no longer feel anything.

-i wanted to die when i reach 35, growing old is just not for me, so so not for me and i still don't have the reason why i should grow that old

if the above wishes are not valid then how bout a man instead, who will accept and love me for who i am. someone who's brave enough to love me and will take care of me...naahhhh sound so boring...hehehe...

i was just kidding, candies and chocolates will still do but it would also be nice if it is with an Aston Martin Vanquish...lol.



kinda naughty but still nice,
maeyang


im hoping that santa is also into blogging and hopefully would happen to stumble upon this post.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

hohoho what a joke!
ho's will choke!
if you are broke!
so take a walk!
and have a coke!

wake up!

Anonymous said...

i'm waiting for my gift this christmas, hoping i would get one...(this is me again being optimistic, not the usual "me")

Anonymous said...

pwede cguro ko maka answer sa imong last wish... what do u think?.. .. eheheh ..just let me know.. --- im dead serious.,

Anonymous said...

rodel? rodel who? and you mentioned about my last wish...you mean the candies and chocolates? because the aston martin vanquish i guess is impossible...hope to hear from you again.

Anonymous said...

cg.. candies & chocolates nalang.. :) mao ray akong ma afford..

Anonymous said...

cge i'll wait for it...lol