"Nothing last forever...so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off and avoid the bullshits."
-maeyang-

Friday, January 1, 2010

but the world lies

:. pedor stumbled upon this pic and i lurve it! :)




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Thursday, November 5, 2009

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A message to self:

You aren't going to be his first, his last, or his only. He's loved before, he will love again, but if he loves you now what else matters? He's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had.


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Thursday, August 27, 2009

how i became 'ME'

way back when i was still in college i worked as a library assistant in a known university here in cebu. i was assigned at the graduate school lib where most of the people are grown ups and they were already in the so called serious phase of life. it was boring me to death so when i'm not reading criminal books, i used to chat with my co-workers and would tell them stories about how i became ME...

one of my co-worker whom i considered to be my dearest friend, her name is ladin(i used to call her my motherfucker. simply because she's older than me and though she's not a fucker i just love to call her 'ma'. we just can't stop laughing regarding this issue). we've been together for lots of years already and since she already heard all of my stories she decided to make it short so people will not get bored hearing/reading it. so here it is, my story as told by my mother-fucker. (hehe).



Long time ago, there live a beautiful & sexy princess name Mayang, who turned into a cute & ferocious yet sweet baby red dragon. She spent most of her time playin', until 1 day she accidentally burned herself while practicin' her fire-breathin' skill. She died and became an angel. For many centuries she live happily in heaven. But the story doesn't end there. She fell down from heaven hanged by a tree, she broke her wings. From being an angel she transformed into an immortal. An unknown species havin' an everlasting life. Who rocked the world with no reason yet touched the heart of every human being around her....hmmmm....the end?**********


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Sunday, July 26, 2009

things i wish guys knew

1. I love corny jokes.
2. Don't say you understand when you don't.
3. when i say i understand, i really do.
4. sweet talk will always get you off the hook.
5. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes.
6. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.
7. Be spontaneous, dinner and a movie won't always cut it.
8. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.
9. Don't compare our breasts with Pamela Anderson's, hers are fake.
10. If you won’t dress like Calvin Klien models, don’t expect us to dress in Victoria’s Secret.
11. Talking about girl-on-girl fantasies is not a good idea.
12. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper into my ear.
13. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you.
14. I get turned on by simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you.
15. I expect you to call/pm me.
16. I'm in heaven when you hold my hand.
17. Celebrating our anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, earns major bonus points.
18. I love surprises. Being thoughtful makes my day.
19. I have no sense of direction. Expect to get lost with me.
20. I love compliments.
21. when i ask you if i was fat, tell me you love me the way i am.
22. if i say you look sexy, you really do.
23. 'dont talk just kiss' - if i'm sad, i dont want rational arguments. just make me forget what has happened.
24. dont make me ask you if you loved me. say it spontaneously.
25. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
26. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
27. Laugh at my jokes.
28. I have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
29. Open the door for me no matter where we are .
30. I liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
31.Pay attention to the little things I do, because they mean the most.
32. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.
33. i like to know what you are thinking, because i care about you and are interested in you. Admittedly, sometimes i forget that you aren't thinking about anything. Particularly if you look like you are thinking. (Note to self: the absent look on his face means he's not thinking.)
34. There is nothing unmanly about having emotions and sharing them. It is actually healthy and helps build a relationship. Don't be afraid to tell me how you feel.
35. Relationships develop between two people who get to know each other by talking and doing things together. Sharing thoughts and experiences. Not just by being physically on the same planet.


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an updated version...

I know I can be so awkward at times. I can be insecure. You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child. You can say I'm so immature for me to say that I love you now. But you'll see I will prove somehow, I can be so much more. And there would be no reasons then to tell me that I'm just a friend. I'll be a much better person, you'll see. Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose, a much prettier set of eyes. Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes. If it'd help you to realize. I've never been this in love before. Never wanted to change at all. Now I'm willing to try...

'Coz someday there's gonna be an updated version of me.


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Sunday, June 21, 2009

maes chicken halang-halang

Ooopps i did it again! i probably must be in the mood for some serious cooking this month. last sunday i've cooked bagoong fried rice for lunch and for today i've prepared chicken halang-halang. it's father's day and family day... so this recipe is great for this occasion. again, everything was just plain estimation. hmmm, i'm getting good at estimation these days. ingredients: chicken cut into bite size, chicken liver and gizzard, soy sauce, onions, finger chillies (siling mahaba in tagalog), red bell pepper, pepper, oil and some spring onions.









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