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HELLO BLOG...

it's been a while since my last post, well here i am again!

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hated

i hate it when someone is mad at me or who happens to hate me for who i am...but who the hell cares anyways. am not that mean and didn't cause any trouble to anyone...am just being me and if ever i did ruin a single moment of their precious life...well im sorry. was it my fault if they don't like me at all? who are they to judge me? i know i'm not perfect and i don't claim to be. I keep my profile public so my haters can check up on me.

You may hate all you want but you can't break this ice inside of me. I think if i were you i'd probably hate me too. (kidding)

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fruitcake

I was on a bus about 6:20 pm yesterday, a very loud radio has been turned on and a dj on a very popular station was blabbing about something, until i heard him said "since there are only 21 days left before christmas then I am going to play a christmas song". Christmas song indeed, it was Fruitcake by Eraserheads.Wow, it was like I am in another place in time...back when I was still young, when painful heartaches are just part of my nightmare and didn't really exist in real life. I just love those days, where I could play all day and didn't have to think of what am I going to eat for dinner or if someones mad at me. I guess I have grown a lot these past years, but i didn't grow older...only wiser, though I still act childish at times, well may be it is because of the fact that I wanted to be a child again. i love my childhood years, those were the years spent playing, learning and growing. I have all of these thoughts in mind as Ely keeps on singing on the background.

Take a bite it's alright. There's some brandy and star margarine to make it bright. Take a bite it's alright. A little lovin' and some fruit to bake, Life is a piece of cake. - Ely of E'heads

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a short vacation

i wasn't feeling well last week due to some constant stomach ache so I've decided to give myself a break. yes indeed i was able to give myself a short vacation last week. I went to hell, yes HELL...the devil's place. i was able to met a lot of fucking people during my stay. i wasn't expecting to be pampered though...what could you expect, that wasn't heaven anyway. i was in deep shit, badly beaten and deeply hurt...the owner of that place has been a friend for quite sometime now. meantime I am back on earth and feeling well.

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yet another reason...

this is really, really great, i guess i've found another reason to smile today...although it is still unclear but one thing's for sure it has given me yet another reason to live. sh*t, life sometimes really rockz!!!

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DEATH...such a sweet escape!

i felt really great last night, I was on a bus on my way home when I started thinking... what if I am going to meet Mr. Death tonight...am I prepared for it? I've checked myself and I was so damned amazed by what I've discovered...sh*t I am no longer afraid to die, I have even prayed for it last night, though I was not able to finish my prayer because of the fact that I don't wanna cause hassle to those people on that bus. I've come to a realization that I am no longer petrified, scared of dying. Come to think of it...what if you're going to hire someone to kill you, would that still be suicide?...whatever.... I'm just glad that at this point in time I have come to appreciate Death! I look at death right now as an art, a painting for example...and I wanted mine to be drawn using water colors. cool!


The only people who fear death are those with regrets.

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